The first couple weeks

I really really hate the first couple postpartum weeks. I have such a bad case of the baby blues. And this rotten, gloomy weather is doing very little to help. Tomorrow Mike goes back to work and I start crying pretty much anytime I think of him being gone (yep, here come the tears). With Brody, he was able to be home with me for over two months, which was SO nice. He is such a lifesaver right now! He takes Brody with him all day and then at night he'll help so much with the baby, no matter how tired he is. Now I am going to have to do all the night time stuff myself 4 nights a week. Yuck. I have an appointment with my doctor on Tuesday and I really hope I can get some help with this weepiness and sadness. I waited 3 months to get help after Brody was born and I don't want to do that again. I want to enjoy my kids and stop wistfully thinking about my life before the baby was here (that makes me feel SOOO guilty!).

I need to stop being such a whiner and get the camera out. I have about a bazillion pictured of Brody as a baby and have taken hardly any with Bryson so far. I'll get on that and start posting some soon!